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\nComment by Sandra on 20 Aug 2009 at 3:05 pm<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n
Karen,<\/span><\/p>\n
Have you ever felt like running away from your self since integration? What constitutes change under distress? How do you live? Is your pain gone?<\/span><\/p>\n
Sandra<\/span><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n
Dear Sandra,<\/span><\/p>\n
Yes, I’ve felt like running away from myself, especially at times when I become overwhelmed with reality that causes too much stress. \u00a0Doesn’t every one feel like that at times? I prefer to stay calm. But like all of us, sometimes that can be an impossibility.<\/span><\/p>\n
I become overwhelmed\u00a0after someone mistreats me\u00a0and I can’t cope with that hurt as I once did. \u00a0Sometimes it\u00a0feels like I’m dying. \u00a0It’s my alternate response to taking flight and running. \u00a0I turn within myself and can’t move on. \u00a0Therefore, for me, it’s best that I feel safe, respected, and cared\u00a0for. \u00a0When someone triggers an old feeling from my past, sometimes I can’t move on and I become paralyzed in thought. \u00a0If I can remain in a sense of calm, my pain will lessen. \u00a0If I am stressed, my physical and emotional pain can become intolerable. Sadly, at those times I no longer feel safe<\/span><\/p>\n
I live in the best way I am able, one day at a time.<\/span><\/p>\n
Karen<\/span><\/p>\n
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