Comment by Jo on 22 Aug 2009 at 11:52 pm

“Dear Karen. I just finished listening to Switching Time on CD.  As I mentioned before, there were times that I didn’t think I could continue listening, as my heart ached for you for the torture you endured. But, I am so glad that I did finish it! I must admit, I cried when it was over. The tears were a mix of sadness and happiness. I was sad to say goodbye to the alters because I truly cared for them but was so very happy for you when you became your own person! As I suspected, your name was changed to protect your privacy (I don’t blame you). God bless Dr. Baer for for all that he did for you! I was just explaining to my husband (of 33 years) how Switching Time moved me and touched my heart and emotions in the same way that The Diary of Anne Frank did when I read it at the age of 12. Thank you for allowing me into your life. God bless you Karen.”

Dear Jo.

I understand how you felt listening to my story on CD.  I know the narrator’s voice is powerful.  Actually, as I listened to my story on CD, I felt a chill come over me.  There’s something about hearing the words that makes it more real and eerie.  I’m glad you made it through the entire book.  I appreciate you sharing your difficulty in listening to it. I’m sure there are others who’ve felt the same.

I felt sad too when all my alters integrated, but once I realized I didn’t lose them, my ex-alters became a much loved additional part of me and made me who I am today.  One woman with a variety of talents and interests.  I’m never alone.  I carry all my alters within me; my alters are me.  Thank you for sharing your tears of sadness and happiness. I’m grateful to have survived with Dr. Baer’s help.  I’ve been blessed to receive Dr. Baer’s unconditional care.  I believe Dr. Baer was truly God sent.

Thank you for understanding my need for confidentiality.  I believe my story was important to share.  I feel it’s important for me to live without any added attention. Maybe some day I will reveal my true identity, but I don’t believe it’s necessary.  I’m not sure, but for now it’s best I keep my identity private to protect those close to me.  It’s important that I hurt no one in the process of sharing.  My family and friends mean the world to me.

I am touched that my story has touched you in the same way The Diary of Anne Frank has touched you.  That is such a wonderful compliment!  Thank you so much!

God Bless you, too!

Karen